I love him. I really really do.... sometimes I just wish I can hug him... and be like usual... I miss him terribly. How can u forget someone u hv loved for so long. If only the past can be changed. :'(

Hello..!!!!! :)

Wow! My last post is on the May 16th, 2012. Today is May 28th, 2013. Its been a YEAR!! How have you guys been? Good? Hehe... So... You know that I'd finished my diploma n now... I'm in my fourth semester as a Marketing degree student. :)) You know what? Its not that bad I guess.... well, I'm still not head over heel with MKT but.... my classmates are awesome!! I love them to death. hehehe.

One thing about degree life that I hate is... there are tons of assignment! And the level of difficulties is wayyy harder than diploma's. <---- That = Frequent headaches. blah :/ Assignment assignment assignment! My holidays is filled with them. Stresssss..! 

Oh yea...Today we did a shoot in SMK Sanzac and we got to wear high school uniform again! Tee hee. XD Felt great. hahahahaha!!! We are young~~~~~ we were actually making an ads for our marketing communication subject. Hopefully it'll turn out great! I'm not and cannot act well. Camera hates me. Yup. 

On to other things..... I broke up with my bf :'( . Bout 1month now. I mean, there were times we are on and off and on and off again buttt.... this time, it felt really different. Usually one of us (him mostly), will either call and you know the rest.. make up.  :3 However... huh. I ignored his call, he eventually stopped calling. Why now....... I miss him terribly. But I'm a lot stronger I guess. MUST resist to call him. Frankly, life is complicated. He is complicated. Me+him= MESS complicated relationship. So.... why we fight is mainly because of the same thing. and that leads to... well.... tears and "I'm done with this shit! I can't take it any longer! You will not change or you have change!"  If I story2 you will say telenovela lah nanti. Anyways, I am really trying my HARD to forget him. He is so far away from me.. He worked in LD now, neh, and you know where my mind wander to... Boys+no annoying jealous gf = FOOLING around w sluts. Yeah. There are many out there. So... Whatever. Sigh. Write that later!

BLA BLA BLA. The point is. I am pretty much M.I.S.E.R.A.B.L.E right now. Well.. I'm doing okay. Having friends around, whom might I add are having boy issues too make the process of forgetting him a lot easier than before. :) God have better plan for me. Its not the end kan!!?? The pursuit of happiness is up-to-you. So.... be happy Marsha. 

Until then,

Goodnight love <3 

With age comes wisdom and experience. 

my nutella obsession.. <3 

What's going on..

Its been awhile. Time has passed rather quickly. So I finished my diploma. Although half-heartedly, I made up my mind to take degree in marketing which start on September. Mom doesn't want me to go outside of KK hence the choice. If dpt juga d tmpt lain--no comment. Got big event on July. Me getting bigger and maybe even bigger during the event. Die!! Oh. Got my first smartphone for job well done. :) Been going to the library to borrow some books. Perfectly enjoying my time at home and not finding a job. We'll work on that soon hopefully.                                                                                                                                                             

1.Nutella hot chocolate. 2.Galaxy S Plus 3.Reader digest

Flowers are the sweetest things God ever made, and forgot to put a soul into.

-Henry Beecher,1858 

Introducing the better Bieber.

OMG!!! I ran into this very hot guy in youtube. God bless my good fortune. Hahaha..

He is so hot! And sings really2 well too... :)) You'll LOVE him!!! I know I do Tanner Patrick!! <3 <3

I also love the cover done for 'It will rain' from Bruno Mars. Oh, all really!

He seems to sing with his heart unlike some of youtube's singers. Hehe :)

     Enjoy!

Happy November!

Hehehe... Typical me.. I got lazy after a few days of actively updating my blog. Hmm... And now I see all of my friends blog got a new makeover... you guys got your inspiration from me leh... hahahaha. Ignore this. :p 

What has been happening recently... nothing much. haha. Just watching non-stop Korean TV Show called "Family Outing" .. couple of new series on TV to catch on.. Terra Nova(Fox) and New Girl(Star World). O yeah. And ANTM cycle 17 ALL STAR !  Woohoo... Potato couch. Huhuhuhu. 

And I got my exam result !  Whatever I got I thank and praise the Lord for always with me. :) Anything is better than last semester yo. Now I'm waiting for muet to come in a couple of weeks. Haven't done any preparation yet. Me. Last minute me. 

p.s: Can't wait for Twilight to come out! 

     Cheers.

What do you want your tombstone to say?

Fun post today!

Its Halloween! 

In Asia, well at least in Malaysia we don't celebrate Halloween. 

But this post is so ngam with the theme! 

Yes, it does.

So, what do want your tombstone to say?

Here some suggestion,

"What? It's that time already?"

-Peaceful slumber-

"Logged off"

-I told you I was sick!-

"I'll meet you soon"

-Gone but not forgotten-

Well, mine should be simple, maybe...

"She loved, laughed and lived."

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p/s: I  don't wanna die! 

Happy Halloween guys!

Cheers!

Electricity or the internet?

What's more important?

Well, I surf the internet almost every second of my time however, without electricity there's no internet. And I can live without  the internet. TV is enough for me. :D  Huhuhaha. So, I have to say electricity is more important. Why? Because we don't want to live in darkness at night or using oil lamp and have our nose filled with smoke. Do we? And no fan or air-con in this humid day? Oh my no.. can't accept that. With the presence of electricity, it means that we can enjoy a better quality of life. To have clean drinking water, to watch your favourite show, to cook and so on. The Internet is just an additional comfort that we can live without. :)

Electricity is actually made uo of extremely tiny particles called electrons that you cannot see with the naked eye unless you have been drinking. - Dave Barry quotes

With electricity we were wired into a new world, for electricity brought the radio, a "crystal set" and with enough ingenuity, one could tickle the crystal with a cat's whisker and pick up anything. -Theodore H White

What do you think? Electricity or the Internet? Share with us!




     Cheers,

Konichiwa

Green tea @ ocha

My dinner set

seaweed

yours truly

Done and Over with.

Finally, my MUET test is done. Although it might be the easiest(people say la), but it is also the most nerve-wrecking part of muet exam. Hmm.. There's not enough time for Part B! I wanna talk more but then-"you have 10second left." urgh. I should interrupt my friend just now, I guess I don't feel good interrupting while they are talking. Huh! Damnnn.. Whats done is DONE. Yep. Focus on writing now. 45% tu geng.. I must do well on writing. Hopeful I can write well. :(

My question just now: 

What qualities necessary for stronger and better relationship. Something like that.

        a) Respect b) Honesty c) Generosity d) Tolerance 

I'm candidate B. Easy point but.. urgh... blabbing nonsense.  Feel bad for candidate C, generosity man? Hahaha. But she did well in Task B so its all good. And you know what? Instead of the usual two examiners, we have THREE. Great just Great. Suddenly he came from nowhere and decide to join us . Yup.

Relieve face. Haha. 

A gift for you.

Hi hi hi!

I give you my ugly doodle sheep! 

Are you disappointed? Hu hu hu. I'm no good at drawing. I SUCK!

But, he's too cute to be left alone in my folder. :p 

Name a food you used to like- what changed?

WOW! Best nye topik ni.... Okay okay.

I was born on 1991, that makes me 20 this year. Yada yada yada. Do we really need to know that? NO.

Fine. One thing that I used to love before is *drum roll* ... Later. Need some introduction first. :p

When I was young, whenever I saw this *thing* I beg my mum or whoever with me that time to buy it for me. And... the frustrating thing is that they usually refuse to buy it for me! I know right! Irritating. Urgh. They say it is a waste of money lah, useless lah.. What do I know? I'm a kid for god sakes. I'm supposed to like stupid useless thing. And the grown up should make my wish come true. Ha ha ha. What I like about the thing is that the chocolate inside is so yummy... (oh? are thinking you what I'm thinking?) and the toys included make every kids jumped happily. Yup! That thing is........ TORA datang lagi! wee~

Who doesn't like this useless thing when they was still a kid!!?? BUT..... now... on 2011.. the chocolate doesn't taste the same anymore. At least for me lah. It's so small and kinda taste like .. emptiness.. taste like they been left open for a long time(masuk angin). And not so sweet like I remember before. Maybe our taste bud developed new taste overtime? erk? he he.. The toys, yup, I think they are pretty useless.. sometimes just some stupid paper robot that you need to *build* as in sambung2.. No wonder my parents says it's useless. What was I thinking? It just doesn't make me happy anymore :(  

There's tons of food that I used to love! What's yours and what changed ? Share it with me!

     Cheers!

Are you driven by your head or your heart?

Use your HEAD lah!
Just follow your HEART....

Which one is it really!? ARGH! He he he... chill chill...

Mana2 pun boleh. Ko juga yg tanggung. Kha kha kha. 

Once upon a time, there was a big crisis slapped right on my face that forced me to make a decision that I don't really want to make. During that dark period, I thought my life was just like a telenovela drama and I can't believe it is actually happening to me. I was devastated. I cried like crazy shit thinking why-oh-why would this happened to me. Me! Urgh.. so naive... people out there, trust nobody. Even the person you cherish can hurt you deeply. Ok blah blah blah...To make my point, I ended up making the decision using my heart! And I have to tell you, I don't think that is a very wise choice. If I could rewind the time, I'll definitely decide using my tiny little brain. I actually listen to my heart and say, everything gonna be alright, things will get better and normal again, instead of using my head and know that-I don't need this drama and I can walk away now rather than getting hurt again. 

So, now, the problem is still a problem. Yup. So, the moral of my story is.. erm... balance both! He he. There's some good in listening to your heart, greater risk greater return. The Law of Risk/Return(ciptaan semata2). But you have to use your head too. Listen to people around you, their advice and think through it, don't just blindly follow your heart because you can't deal with the after effect. huh? Right. When I'm ready, I'll tell you about my telenovela. He he. Until then, good night and dream big. ♥  

     Cheers,

Imagine it's October 2021 - what is your life like?

I'm imagining...... Okay.

10 years later, on Oct 2021, I'll be 30. No more fooling around, no more wasting time cause time is flying away-fast. Living in a beautiful home, with my lovely & caring husband who adores me as much as I adore him and who would love me for who I am. No fighting, no lies just pure love and respect. By the time I'm 30 you bet I wanna have at least-mmm say.. one or two adorable little me running around the house making me nuts. He he he. A boy and a girl. I want the boy to be the big bro who will take care of his lil sister.

The household surrounded with laughter, and all my family members gather together, my mom, sisters, brother, in-laws. Hopefully I'm at the point where I'm really3 happy and content with my life. My career is going good, with big salary income. And some sideline business that booming each and everyday. Although I might have two children, that doesn't mean I'll looked like an aunty.. ehem2.. my figure should be fit and fab. My husband should also looked hot with abs. Ha ha ha. It doesn't hurt if he is loaded too. Hey, a girl can dream. But most importantly, I wanna be in a tip top condition where my health is really2 good coz I wanna live a long life. Yeah. 

No matter how you imagine your life will be in the future, there is no guarantee that it will happen the same way. I might even be travelling all around the globe(that's not bad either), instead of having a family of my own. We as a small humble creature, just have to do what we need to do in achieving that goal. Only the almighty God will know what is destined for us. So we must fight ! Good night and dream big.

     Cheers ♥ !

New facelift !

Wee~~

My Blog got a facelift!

I had so much fun doing everything.

Especially the header! 

My first time doing it and it is quite fun.

Hi hi hi.
I know its not much, but at least I try okay!
And I just learned how to capture a screen shot.
I know I know... Duhh....
Ha ha

Have a good evening peeps!

Do you wish you had more money or time?

     Well, looking at my life right at this moment, I have to say I wish I had more money. Maybe some of you out there wish for more time over money. Since money can't buy time right? Hahaha. But in my case, since I have plenty of  free time now and I'm literally broke, I want money. Money can't buy everything, but everything needs money. You got that right. :p With all the money in my hand, I want to buy everything I never had and always wanted. For example, a car, a house(preferably condo cause I like small cute house), smartphone, branded clothes, shoes and etc. Well, whatever my heart desire I'll buy it.

     The fact that life is so much better with all the things I can buy, got me thinking what would happen if time is running out and yet you still have so much money left? Haha. Fret not, I'll donate it to the charity and save a big amount for my family so my funeral will not cause them a cent. What can I say? I have a BIG heart. Hehe. 24hours a day and 365days a year seems enough, but sometimes I do wish time pass slowly. I guess those who are in their deathbed is the one person who needs the time most huh. 

     But, all the money is not going to make you happy without the presence of love, cliché but so true. Therefore, appreciate your family and your life. Stop sulking! Good night and big dreams.

      Cheers, 

End of semester 5.

Yeppii~!

Officially I'm a senior next semester. Hi hi hi.. ☺ WOW. Five semester gone just like that. It has been 2 1/2 year of sweet bitter memories and a few more months to graduate. And you know what? I absolutely LOVE semester 5! I don't want to "jinx" it by saying perhaps my 1year of bad luck is finally fading away, haha, but yeah.. life doesn't suck like sem 3,4 which I'm very grateful of. Thank you God. What can you expect in Life, its  pretty unpredictable. Hurm. I hope next semester gonna be even better!!! And I hope my result going to be Straight-to-the-As like A+++ and get me a 4flat. HaH-Dream on girl! :D

Take care,

Academic trip to SiD

Hey hey...

So last2 week, I went to Sabah Dairies International (SiD) with my Operation Mgt classmates.. Mm hmm...
Required to do a report which I did&edit all night long.. :'( Thought it was an individual assgtm, tau2 group pula. Ah, individual or group still the same ! Huuu~ Anyway here's the pic^^

The building :p

Haha.. sapa tu d tepi?

Waiting for our bus.. Lambat !

Si putah mati2 minta ambil gmbr. ih! :D

Sempat lg bgambar d kontainer.. hee~

kak Farah & me..

Spot ugly me .. Haha.

Susu-susu yg dikeluarkan oleh SiD

Take Care Peeps ! xOxO

  

Its Friday, Friday...

..Gonna get down on friday..

LOL

Decide to watch Captain America: The First Avenger tonight!

The verdict --> Drum roll please ---> It was A-W-E-S-O-M-E !!! 4star lah!

But... the ending is quite sad.. Huhuhu. If you wanna know what happen go see the movie. bebaloi-baloi.. and, there's part 2 coming. Huhahaha. Got to see the Captain again :p

Hot and Spicy ! Haha

Favourite Quote from the movie :

 "I'm not going to kiss you..!" hahaha! 

Until then , Take care XO